Introduction
“To be born
and live as a human is a precious and rare treasure.” (E.S. Dacher, M.D.)
Life is said to be
short, yet I dare say it is also full of opportunities, as well as challenges.
When life is good and we don’t feel as if there are any troubles, we are usually
cruising right along and taking it all in, often without spending much thought
at all on our long-term health and well-being. It is when things take a turn
for the worse, when our health or the health of a loved one is failing, when
stress gets too much and we feel like fiascos, that we find out the hard way
whether or not we were prepared to overcome the hurdles put in our path. Our
life and sanity depend very much on the state of our physiological,
psychological and spiritual health and wellness, precisely those very areas that
are most often sorely neglected in said “good times” to varying degrees. In his
book “Integral Health – The Path to Human Flourishing” Dacher (2006) states
that “we live blindly among unimaginable treasures, and at the end of our days,
we leave life unaware of the great wealth and the great health that have always
been right in front of us.” (p.7). In
the recent weeks and months I have come to realize, how important it is to consider health
from a holistic and integral perspective and how I might have neglected a few
too many things in my own life and which I should, regarding my own health and
wellness, pay closer attention to from hereon out in an effort to live life in
a more fulfilled manner.
As a future professional
in the health and wellness field I understand that I will be at one point in
the position to help patients and clients recognize their own shortcomings,
change behaviors and benefit from a wholesome approach to life. In order to do my
job as a health and wellness professional effectively and successfully, I must
live these principles for myself day in and day out, because it is important to
not only obtain theoretic knowledge of all manners of healing and care, but
also to gain the confidence, conviction, and resulting credibility that comes
from having experienced the many benefits thereof on my own. At this point in
my life I feel mostly content; I am working on realizing my professional
ambitions, I am raising a family with my husband, and I actively take care of
my body and mind, yet I want to become calmer, less easily riled up and
stressed out by random events in my life, and in the long term I want to become
successful in my career by contributing in my own way to human flourishing.
In the following essay I will
be assessing my own health in three domains: physiological, psychological
(mental), and spiritual. I will establish a goal for continued development in
each area, as well as list some practices I think may help me grow in each
domain. Lastly I will expand on the matters of commitment and measurable
progress, because my health is not a short-term matter, but a question of a
lifelong responsibility and pledge to myself.
II. Assessment
To assess my health status in each domain I enlisted the
help of the four-quadrant model of health, as established by Ken Wilber’s
“Integral Therapy” (Schlitz, Amorok & Micozzi, 2005, p. xxvii). These quadrants are meant to represent the exterior
and interior influences on health (left and right halves), as well as the
individual and collective elements of health (top and bottom halves). The upper
two quadrants are representative of the individual, as in the mind and the body,
whereas the bottom two quadrats signify the exterior influences on our health,
those being relationships (social) and the environment. Each of the quadrants
has a close connection to each other; our life is not balanced if either aspect
(or quadrant) is out of “whack”. Therefore I looked at these quadrants to
determine my own level of health and wellness in each domain.
Physical domain
I can truthfully say that
I am in good overall health and physical shape, I am not overweight, do not have
any current health concerns, I don’t take any medications but for supportive
herbal supplements and quality probiotics, and I follow sound nutritional
principles. I can see one specific fault in my physical domain and that must be
my lack of commitment to quality sleep many nights per week, I am truly the
proverbial night owl. For the sake of naming a score I would rate myself to be
at an 8 out of 10, because in my mind there is always plenty of room for
improvement.
Psychological domain
As a military wife, mother
of two young girls, college student and home maker I do have a lot on my
proverbial plate, but I never once considered any of it a struggle, but a
challenge. I feel that I have good coping skills, I am self sufficient, confident
in myself and my abilities and I feel well grounded in my family life, as well
as within my circle of friends. Most of the time it is easy for me to go about
my days in a good mood (a fact I do attribute to regular exercise and a good
diet) and take care of all my responsibilities. There are times however, when I
can feel a stressful situation trying to get the best of me, those are the
moments when I am known to get a little irate or louder in speech, in those
situations of a flaring temper I am best off seeking solace, be that in the gym
or at home on my own, if pushed too far and without being able to briefly
recoup, I feel frazzled. Therefore, although I would absolutely describe myself
as having a sound psychological make-up, I feel as if I must work on my coping
skills in stressful situations. My personal score in this domain is consequently
a 7 out of 10.
Spiritual domain
I do not practice a
religion, so to think of my spiritual well being I had to consider what makes a
person spiritual, it surely isn’t depending on ones religion or affiliations
with a belief system! Or is it? What I realized upon contemplation was, that I
am a fairly spiritual being nonetheless, for I am a true giver and have the
good for people at heart. I am usually
the first to volunteer if I sense the need of anyone needing assistance, I
deeply care about others and love helping everyone seeing themselves in a positive
light, I have the ability to empathize, then to logically and positively
influence peoples perception of themselves, often helping them recognize new
paths more conducive to their goals and ambitions. Having very keen senses and
being of sensitive nature helps me find my own deep fulfillment in having the
satisfaction of seeing others succeed. My score in the spiritual domain could
be considered a 6 out of 10; because there are many other ways I could explore
to deepen my spiritual knowledge.
III. Goal Development
Having assessed my
physiological, psychological and spiritual wellness, I have also had a chance
to actually think about the areas in each domain that invite or warrant
possible improvement. To improve my physiological wellness I would like
to extend and improve my exercise regimen to include more balancing exercises
to counteract the weightlifting I do and to improve my core strength. Furthermore
I would like to become leaner again and achieve this mainly by skillfully
balance my diet in order to find out what works best for my body without having
to resort to excessive cardiovascular exercise. The goal for me is to be
healthy, lean and achieve a body that is running even more smoothly, like a
well-oiled machine. Moreover I’d like to
add some lean muscle to improve my overall strength and body proportions. Last
but not least, I’d really like to implement a better sleep routine and get my
square eight hours per night.
My psychological wellness would benefit from
my learning more efficient methods in coping better with occasional stressors.
I would like to keep my temper even, my mind calm and my thoughts serene in
light of life’s occasional fallacies, this would be of huge benefit to me for
the rest of my life. In terms of spiritual wellness I could think of one
issue that has come to mind often before, but I have dismissed or postponed
this for various reasons. I would like to expand my capabilities for complete
stillness and silence since my mind is often too busy and I worry too much; I
would like to become a kinder, more observant and tolerant, as well as more
open-minded version of myself.
IV. Practices for Personal Health
I do
not like to set goals that I don’t intend to reach, I am ambitious and it is in
my nature to seek a solution to any problem and draw a “road map” to get there
in the most straightforward manner. Subsequently I established the following
practices to address each of my goals per domain, I fully realize that each
practice will take time and I need to reign in my natural impatience and be
consistent with my follow-through.
Physiological health and wellness: I recently have hired a well-qualified,
reputable nutritionist and trainer, a person whom is now helping me re-learn,
update, and fine-tune, my previous nutritional know-how and practice. This is
not an easy task, as I have been previously immersed in and taught by, the
world of conventional bodybuilding and competitions and of course I was stuck
on the conventional (brutal) way of getting stage ready (= lean). I now realize
how much depressing nonsense I have learned and adhered to before, and why all
these old “tried and true” methods were not working for my body or my mind. I
also have recently signed up at a local yoga studio, there I would like to take
classes on my off days from the gym about 3 times per week, to improve my
balance, core strength, and sense of calm and peace. I may be repeating myself,
but I am a very night-productive person for sure and I seem to get most of my
school obligations taken care off when the rest of the world sleeps, mostly
because I want to be fully present when my family is around and not “hide” in
my books. My goal therefore is to become a better planner, schedule my work
times and go to bed at night at a decent hour, as more sleep will enhance all
other areas of my being.
Psychological health and wellness: Since a lot of my stress issues
usually arise when I feel pushed in a corner by strangers or acquaintances
alike and react with anger, I feel that although this is a hard exercise for me
to focus on, I’d like to continue learning about loving-kindness practice.
Despite numerous attempts I have not been able to fully focus on extending
loving kindness to anyone, probably because I felt silly imagining or
projecting these feelings out from myself. I realize that this will take
practice and to master it I am giving myself the time to get the hang of it.
Another practice I find interesting and have actually found helpful during this
past term is subtle mind practice which helps me calm my mind, I would like to
achieve a calm-abiding mind, a state to which I can return to at will in order
to gain calm and serenity in unusual situations.
Spiritual health and wellness: I have already established that I am
not a person of faith, yet I would love to explore Buddhism and its peaceful,
life enhancing teachings. I would like to find out for myself what being of
Buddhist faith truly entails, it would help me understand what steps I can take
to very simply enhance my relationships with others, how to do the right and
calm thing, even though it may feel like turning the other cheek toward a
person with a bad attitude. I truly believe if I could learn to keep my temper under
cool and to not take every comment personal and let it get to me, I could be
more balanced and subsequently happier with myself. Another practice I am
determined to make a regular occurrence is meditation. I love to meditate and most
always feel so calm and relaxed after I am done, thus I would like to deepen my
knowledge and extend my education in that field. I will continue to meditate
and try my best to make it a daily ritual, even if I am otherwise engaged or
busy.
V. Commitment
Setting a goal and creating a
comprehensive plan to achieve it are necessary and wise first steps in personal
improvement. However, there are two vital components without which any good
intention is doomed from the start: lasting, true commitment and consistency.
These two components will make or break the success of any endeavor. I have
learned a long time ago that good things take time and cannot be rushed;
something truly worthwhile will often demand hard work, attention to detail,
and personal accountability. I intend to approach my previously described goals
with enthusiasm and a good plan. To keep myself in the know about my progress I
will take body measurements every two weeks and send honest results to my
trainer for review, I also am writing a daily journal about my training habits
and fill out an online accountability chart meant to track adherence to my
nutritional program. I have learned and understand now, that I cannot expect to
make the changes I desire overnight. This time however I will do it correctly,
all beginning by changing my mindset along with my habits, as it is often said
that where the mind goes, the body will follow. It will be somewhat trickier to
track the progress in my spiritual and psychological domains than the physical
one, but it will not be impossible. I am planning on frequently noting my state
of mind and specific circumstances into a journal, any event that triggers an
emotional or stress response, as well as my reactions to them. With due process
I hope to see my moods becoming more balanced, my stress levels going down and
my happiness and energy staying high. I also set short term, mid term and
long-term goals for myself and write them down. I don’t promise myself a
trinket or prize if I reach a milestone, I just want to get there and I know
that I am doing this first and foremost for myself, second for my family whom
appreciates a great, happy family life as much as I do, and third for all the
people that will cross my path in life, for they will benefit from my knowledge
and experiences in the many aspects of integral healing and holistic health and
wellness.
References
Dacher, E. S. (2006). Integral health: The path to human flourishing.
Laguna Beach: Basic
Health Publications Inc.
Schlitz, M., Amorok, T., & Micozzi, M. S. (2005). Consciousness
and healing. St Louis, MO:
Churchill
Livingstone.